When I arrived at the hotel to meet my trick after this video, I got outta my car with my tweaker-cock pulled out ‘hoping’ a random stud or kids on vacation at the hotel would get their eyes on my drug addicted poz dick...my SmokeCock wet with sperm and germ, laced with meth and lust for sex crimes. I was alone so walked up under one of the hotels outside staircases to fire up a smoke and play with my public dick. See, I had my balls flipped over my tight gym short waistband, no underwear...and my tweaked-up dick was resting on top of em. The tightness swelled em up purple, helped by a cock ring, so my sex ‘registered’ organ was thick with blood, so barely touching it got made my dick juice jizz like a fucking stud. Infected load after load of watery, bubbling precum coated my right hand, so every drag I took was wet and nasty. I NEEDED to get my exhibitionism on and have the successful traveling-for-work-type men to see me posing with my smoke so I popped my cock in my shorts freeballing an obvious hardon and went and hung around near the front entrance by the No Smoking signs. It was some of the boldest, drug-fueled, no limits, hot-as-fuck meth junkie shit I’d ever gotten away with.
There was a 20-something, preppy-looking, clean cut sort who worked for the hotel who came outside. And I was sure was the type to call the cops. Instead he walked over and borrowed my lighter. He smoked Marlboro Lights so I asked sorta made fun of him for his pussy smokes, how I used to smoke em too and I knew what we needed to do: told him it’d get me off to be a bad influence and give him his first Marlboro Red. Said I was his age when I switched and it made smoking so much fucking better. And even after admitting my motive was to get him hooked on the thicker smoke and dose of nic, he was into it. One thing I knew for sure was he had to know that I was high as fuck because my tweaker eyes always betray me. Not only are they glass again with pin prick’s for pupils, only even tried to show myself controlling who I look at him where I look when I’m in that state I was in the tub perfect moment with us fresh boy two mess around with. Since I had already basically outted myself and I was superhuman horny AND because it’s the kind of thing I get off on doing every chance I get, I waited for him to get his cigarette going and came out with it and told him I was there to meet a trick and how horny I was from other drugs I was on. He sort of shook his head and told me he figured I was high cuz he sees guys like me often working at this budget motel. He smiled and said you wouldn’t believe the things I’ve seen.
That sounded like a challenge so I told him I’ve been shooting up meth for over 15 years and I’ve been to jail five times and have been fucked by more faggots than I’ll ever remember...Which means I’ve probably done anything you’ve seen people do in way more, but I wouldn’t want to have to clean up after them. We were sitting side-by-side at this point and I couldn’t help from turning towards him and watching every time he took a drag and there was killing me trying not to say too much when everything about that situation with him is fucking perfect. And the thing was I was totally honest about what I was up to as soon I could tell that he was either OK with it or interested in the fact that I was a user. That was amazing when you find out as you age you still have endless fantasies you didn’t even know you had to be for filled, and he was one of mine. I was able to bend over at the waist so that I could play with my cock the whole time he and I were talking about the next part, which made it inevitable I was going to go for what I was praying would come out of this chance encounter. I started easy and told him Something that for most of my life was my biggest secret and an embarrassment… However hard-core smoking federation just smoking a cigarette with another guy turned me on, And that the whole reason I wanted him to smoke and Marboro red 100 with me is because I had to see How hot he looked smoking I a 100 instead of a short cigarette. He got me playing with myself since I was hardly control his heart me as I was. I couldn’t tell how you felt about it but we were both about to finish her cigarettes then so I told him I want to smoke another with him But this time he’s not gonna bum just want to smoke but take what was left of my pack for himself And at this time I was going to be explicit about what What’s going through my mind and about how much sexier he looked smoking Marlboro reds than lights. Obviously he was not scared off by any of this so I got to figure it out and handed him the pack and told him to put it in his pocket, his shirt pocket, So that way when his coworkers saw him later they would know he Smoke to Marlboro red 100s now. Because that’s when I explained how one of my biggest turn on’s is getting faggots addicted to cigarettes and drugs and sex, etc. I don’t think that I’ve made a point of emphasizing how adorable this kid was. Like 5’8”, red hair an otters build with just here picking out of his work shirt, found out he was 24 years old, oh and he had a mustache no beard which is like my 70s porn star/sex with my dad in the 70s fantasy.
After the tsunami of explicit details he had heard from me I guess it wasn’t a big deal for him to confess he had tried meth a couple times When working overnights at the hotel and being offered some by guests. He told me he loved chain-smoking when he was tweaking… giving me an innocent looking grin as he said so. I told him well imagine how I am Feeling right now because I am tweaking hard, my cock is filled with drugs and I’m horny as shit, I have a smoking fetish so smoking with him is kind of like a sex act, and it’s all in public right in front of the traffic passing by and the people coming and going from the motel, you and I both know that I’m playing with my dick in turned on smoking and watching you smoke All the while plotting how to get my hands on enough drugs to hook up with the guy waiting on me inside and have plenty left over to feed him. He wasnt a talking just keep smoking. I told him it wasn’t like I was in a place where I can really afford it but fuck all that all he had to do was say yes And I would buy us A shit load of drugs and a carton of Marlboro red 100s A shit load of drugs and a carton of Marboro red 100s And even though he hadn’t said one way or the other there is no pressure to have sex because what I wanted from him was a good boy, a clean cut kid with practically no experience with drugs. Basically, a blank slate who I could work on and do my best To corrupt. I told him I have my biggest thrills in life is getting a new Guy hooked on drugs and that I wanted to help him out spend all the money I don’t have I am not show up on time for Thanksgiving in Oklahoma which is where I was headed towards and basically I just wanted to teach for example what a bunch meth in your dick feels like, how it changes you, And hardwood pick him up in a minute over any of my family and friends if he would let me.
This is taking too long to write so the next parts going to be a quick summary: first good sign was that he told me how are you could really tell that I cared about how I lookEd and presented myself publicly when I smoked. Said he’d been watching me Smoke too during the times I wasn’t obsessively watching in lusting over him, and he noticed that whenever her boy or man what to buy either took a drag of my cigarette or that it dangle between my lips , and even though he barely knew me he could tell what up doing: he put it this way, look dude I know you know you look hot when you smoke so I know you know what you’re doing. The men you are posing for cuz you want em to see how hot you are and the younger ones you’re exposing to a good looking man smoking what’s forbidden to them but that they want to try just like we did obviously as kids. It’s cool seeing someone be this much controlled by his addictions and his dick. But it’s scary as fuck cuz after what you said I hear myself thinking, I fucking want this guy to do his thing to me because if I minute my dick is been hard listening to it unless everything you’ve said. Like the only thing that turned me off with but you would skip out on Thanksgiving with your family or… you talking about he don’t have the money to spend… But if I’m being honest now that I think about it I’m feeling a little turned on. You make me feel good Seeing how you can’t keep yourself from watching me wide up and every dragon taken every time I blow my smoke you’re staring at me and I like it. But also for every second to the last 15 minutes or so I’ve been praying you would pull up a straw in a baggie and offer me a head because like I said I’ve tried it a couple times but it was always with a Stranger who just gave me sound and then we didn’t party together every time I would end up alone with a pack of cigarettes in my hand chain smoking and feeling awesome and horny oh and by the way I’m bisexual but I’ve never had sex with a man, so do you think that’s worth screwing over your family ?
Turned out he had a girlfriend he had just given a promise ring to even though he does not want to get married And is only doing it because it’s expected. I told him I could help him out and one night because Now that we both know the even more important call if we were to get together would be how afterwards you are going to have cheated on her because I’m going to have sex with you plus afterwords you’ll know firsthand how incompatible marriages with losing to three days on a meth binge, and I’ll guarantee you he will have no doubt that you will be choosing one over the other. You’re going to cheat on your basically on your fiancé doing all kinds of drugs and she would despise you for when you get home You’ll be smoking Marlboro reds I promise you which means every time you have a smoke it will be associated with me the stranger you met her you freely went with down the path that’s gonna change your life forever… And I know you think you can always just have fun one minute that will be up at it is so much sexier to me to convince the guys I do this to that I’m sympathetic because I thought the same thing in their opinion people who go to rehab it and get sober… But that is not what is going to happen and I can almost guarantee this because I now have 10 people for a fact who are at least ours hard-core addicted and have had their lives as affected by math as I have, and everyone of them with my project. I love admit that there are other guys who disappeared or come back to school or gotten married her whatever who I am not happy to focus on, but I swear to God this part is true: none of those guys were smokers. And that’s what’s going to happen, we’re going to make it so that are you can think about is filling your dick full of math then chain-smoking Marbro‘s with another person… Hopefully a guy… Who is also a tweak or and a smoker. I’m gonna teach you about math sex and smoke sex Which in our case is going to be both at the same time sex. And you’re gonna watch me shoot up and I’ve done it multiple times so I’m going to save it as a good chance I’ll be shooting you up to.
Well that was roughly 30 minutes which was his lunch break and with my 30 minute investment in at the very least watching the sky smoke for me so I told him to think it over and tell me where to meet him sometime later before he gets off and let me know what is decided. With since he lived with his parents he rented a room and have a me a key which was how I found out and I was about to choose all the semester corrupt in moral bad deviant behavior over spending time with my family including my grandmother who is dying of cancer and who I never saw again. And I was fucking insane with the feeling of disregard and disrespect for anyone but me and my boy. We went through 3 1/2 g that weekend, after smoking a glass pipe for hours of watching me shut up twice and how I reacted, as predicted Derek let me put a needle in his arm without any questions and do him. Is it easy in and out at the van tell the fucker up then changed his life maybe you were under it and for sure put a dirty needle in his arm without asking and without ever knowing.
PS there is a hot 25-year-old blonde recent graduate with a masters degree who obsessively followed me on mine begging me to come to his town in a sensually have the experience that Derek and I had, except that he was a bug chaser already and wanted me to poz him and teach him how to slam meth . My life circumstances are such that it was not possible for me even though he was the first person to ever actively sought me out having learned about my reputation from find me online. There is a huge turn on and a huge ego boost and I am lucky that we never met. Amending on this note because it’s a sad story but it is also a turn on for me. Because even though I wasn’t there I encouraged him and even from people online to introduce him to who he could buy drugs from a guy so he could hook up with to get high and get fucked and a bunch of guys who I knew for sure had at least between the five of them 20 confirmed infected victims. Anyway so I didn’t chat with him or you can see his picture online for long time and didn’t realize it until he was in the newspaper recently. His name is Matt and having just earned his masters degree weather for life ahead of him he got some ideas in his head and let me stare them around in there and encourage them and talk the talk I know works because I’ve done it so many times. Anyways so what he wanted was the whole fucking hot mess Carline do you want me to get them addicted to meth and teach him to shut up because he wanted to have no choice and not be able to stop. And we agreed if we ever met that I would go off my meds for three months and we find some Viagra in between the fucking him & the dirty needles and blood slams I would, if we ever managed talk up, guarantee him I would leave him addicted and infected. Well however it happened it happened and now he’s been arrested for distribution of methamphetamine, Child pornography charges, and for the intentional introduction of HIV into the body of another person which is the law in Arkansas still. Their records from the judge basically telling him how I can’t believe what a fucking idiot he is why would anyone want to Give them selves that disease and even worse spread it to others. He said it shocked the moral conscience. Well I said bullshit and all that because I’m into it I’ve been with 100 guys into it I’m aware of thousands of guys into it and we all know why it’s so fucking GOOD it feels and it is to be fucked up in just exactly this way: put the disease inside your body on purpose, Twinject the drugs And fuck on the drugs and get infected with more than just spread more time to do more drugs and to not give a fuck and to be the worst Example you can’t be in the gay community. And as for me, you don’t just One the truth, you celebrated and talk about it and brag about it and read about it and you know that someone out there will read what I have to say while they check on their decks and the combination will rewire their head, recasting their future, and they’re going to end up right around 110… Knocked up for life with HIV and One day knocking on the door of the first track who’s going to get him tweaked up. Probably drugs before disease but either way works for me!
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